Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

14 th : i'm late

FOR That special someone that i love, and hate at the same time.
    i know i'm really insecure, impatient, reckless, lazy and have really bad temper. but thank you for being here by my side. i'm sorry for all the trouble, the sleepless nights, the worries and all the shit i've done to you. THANK YOU.this is for you.



  in the beginning, i never took it seriously. i always thought it was a joke. that's why i would so lightheartedly agree.i would never had imagine that everything would turn out this way. i always took valentine's day as a joke. well, it still is though.




  after falling in and out of love, i did lose faith. but surprisingly, all that i lost did come back, slowly, over time. i can't say that everything's back, i'm not greedy. but at least most of it is.i know most of the time i'm a pain in the ass, thank you for tolerating all those emo crap i hurl at you on a daily basis.
  


   i love it when you talk, i don't know why. especially when you tell me that everything's gonna be okay. when i know the whole world's under control. when you tell me about your past, the present, and perhaps, our future?



     

 remember the nights we spent sleeping at the same time? i know it's childish. but thank you,  for making me go to bed everyday. making sure i brush my teeth, making sure i take all my meals.




         i'm sorry for being such a kid, making you worry all the time. making you join me in all the crazy ideas i have, torturing you. m(_ _)m


      thank you for going with me to all those places i wanted to go to. Even though  you hated it.




thank you for being patient with me, tolerating all my trolls, mood swings and all those crazy stuff i made you do. thank you for tolerating my lolikons, flirty friends, etc etc.



thank you for being ever so sweet and loving <3




      and for helping me out all the times i needed you.



remembering all my favorite things








sorry, thank you, and i love you.
P.S.   maomao said 13 was a bad num. so yeah. sorry to keep u waiting :'D

13 : WHUT.

I SHALL WASTE THIS POST. LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAALALALALALAALALALALALAALALAALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALLALALALALLALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAALALALALALALALALAALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA kthxbye

Sunday, May 8, 2011

12 th : muppets.

sesame street helps. a lot. :'<





thank you for cheering me up. :D

Saturday, April 16, 2011

eleventh : mistakes.

dear mr. thief,

     i'm sorry if what i said hurt you. i'm sorry of my unertainty, i'm sorry for being afraid.

   
     in this game, you win. you did. you really did. you stole it. i tried to stop. i tried to fight back. it didn't work much. 


      take it. just take it. it's yours. you can take it, and keep it in a box. or you could rip it into a million tiny pieces and there is nothing i can do about it. nothing at all. i'll happily let you do anything you want with it.


    it's yours now. really. the heart, it's yours.

with love,
your victim
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

TEN : my enemy. looks just like me.

        you know the times where you really want something, but you're afraid that it might hurt you again?uncertain if it was real? did you ever felt that it was too good to be true that you had doubt in it? 

Or. when the world goes against you. there's no support, you fail, yet everyone blames it on you?





  what would you do?