8th : the farewell

To pay tribute to one of the best, funniest and nice history teacher & friend.

R.I.P

"good morning children!"

"good morning daddy!"

"st.mariamammamiakochiwawayamachichi!"

"malaysia terdiri daripada cina, melayu, india, sakai, kokai and pokai."

"XXX bomb YYY so YYY hamchoi!"

"girls are good, boys are better."

"girls are good, boys are...?"

"BETTER!!"

"don't look at me, i didn't say that, i'm innocent."

"itu semua BULLSHIT punya."

one of the slightly more personal..

"foo, mahu kahwin india tak?"

"why not."

" nanti masa depan kamu gelap."

"haha."

"malam perkhawinan nanti kan, u masuk bilik, switch off the lights, and 'eh? mana dia ah' 

that time i give you a torchlight. "

"belum cuba belum tahu, sudah cuba hari hari mahu"

this is farewell. he was a jovial man. i knew he was. we knew he was. we lost a great teacher and friend.

I think he left a happy man. he has contributed too much. he has brought so much happiness. I would like to believe that he is, still with us, deep down in our hearts.

I, would like to think of him as a bubble. A bubble of laughter. as that's what he has brought.

the 7 th : LOVEDRUNK

so much for my insecurity. 

the 6th : the MONOLOGUE. (?)

Hi there. i'm rei.

so.. do you think you know me? 

so.. you think i'm a nice person?

so.. do you come to me with your problems because i'm the shoulder you cry on?

so.. to you, i am a happy person?

 REi. 

she was hurt. by her family, friends and those she loved.

now, 

she lives isolated.

she would rather lock herself up than to let anyone hurt her again.

feelings?

 no, it's not that she doesn't have any. 

she just learned how to control them.

trust?

are you worthy of it?

REi . why REi?

it's short. it's easily remembered. easily forgotten.

she's alright. most of the time.MOST OF THE TIME.

rei. she's afraid.

afraid of?

well, she isn't really sure either.

she's afraid of life, afraid of people, afraid of the world in general.

if there was a thousand seats in a room, she'll pick the last one. the one in the corner. where no one pays the slightest attention.

INVISIBLE. that's what she is.

perhaps, this world wasn't meant for her?

HATE. she does hate. it's in her blood. it's in her soul.

LOVE? what is this love that you speak of? can it be heard? can it be seen?

Or is it nothing but an illusion?

speaking of this REi, would you like to know her better?

she wouldn't mind. honestly. i know she wouldn't.